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Grrr. Hayfever's really bad today, as are the sinuses, plus I'm knackered because I only got about 4 1/2 hours' sleep, despite actually getting to bed before midnight. Blooming PMT. Always disturbs my sleep. Well, so does a certain 2 year old wanting a nappy change at 1.00 am and then waking up half an hour later with a nightmare. So it looks like I'll be using his nap time to have a nap myself again, for the third day running. I was really looking forward to actually being able to use the time to write instead today.
Because that's the weird thing. I'm starting to realise that the times when I actually feel like writing are generally the week before my period and the week of it. Maybe it's because I get emotional, and therefore actually feel stuff. But it's jolly annoying because it makes it even harder to stay calm with Jack when he's crowding me and I just want to get that bit of story in my head typed up before it disappears!
Speaking of writing, I now appear to have three fics actively on the go (none of which are my Finish-a-thon story) - Master Plan, a new Master/Doctor story, and now Jack's visit to Lorne pre-S1 which Morgyn requested last time I asked for prompts way back before Christmas - I suddenly got a bunny for that last night! :-)
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At the moment, on the anti-depressants, I'm kind of glad that I do at least feel enough to write some of the time, even if those same feelings make life more difficult. Seem to be coping a bit better at the moment though. Today wasn't nearly as bad as I thought it would be. I'm getting better at deep breaths before reacting. Though once the stress of moving kicks in...
*g* I wondered if I ought to specify which Lorne, but figured you'd all know who I meant!
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Well yes it is *you* after all so a nice green Lorne is only to be expected.
ETA and then I saw your icon - now there's appropriate!